I could try that. It can't hurt more than he already is.
We both did yeah. Long story short is I wanted to secure things so we would have forever together. I was gone a bit. A lot, but I always sought him out first when I came home. I was always watching him, checking in, trying to show that he was cared for and valued. He was the only person I ever marked or let mark me, even when we were fooling around with the brotherhood...and why wouldn't I? He was always amazing and adorably attractive. Perfect and wholly worth achieving forever for.
[He smiles wistfully before sobering again, clearly still completely smitten]
Then when I was sealed under the mountain...I blew up at him because I was hurt and angry about everything. He blew up back about me always chasing power. Told me to my face that I was just doing it for myself, that I'd dragged everyone into my mess, that it was my own fault I was sealed away because I didn't listen to him. Which...maybe he was right. If I had backed down, then there would have been no one to inspire the brotherhood to action. At the very least, my brother Azure wouldn't have been inspired without me. And he left...never came back. Just close. That's where it started and everything else...just spiraled from there.
The after isn't where the problem is though, the journey to the west, those fights. We've resolved that. I think. We've talked and decided to move past that.
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Re: Voice - Morning after the cursed game > Action
Date: 2024-06-21 08:34 pm (UTC)We both did yeah. Long story short is I wanted to secure things so we would have forever together. I was gone a bit. A lot, but I always sought him out first when I came home. I was always watching him, checking in, trying to show that he was cared for and valued. He was the only person I ever marked or let mark me, even when we were fooling around with the brotherhood...and why wouldn't I? He was always amazing and adorably attractive. Perfect and wholly worth achieving forever for.
[He smiles wistfully before sobering again, clearly still completely smitten]
Then when I was sealed under the mountain...I blew up at him because I was hurt and angry about everything. He blew up back about me always chasing power. Told me to my face that I was just doing it for myself, that I'd dragged everyone into my mess, that it was my own fault I was sealed away because I didn't listen to him. Which...maybe he was right. If I had backed down, then there would have been no one to inspire the brotherhood to action. At the very least, my brother Azure wouldn't have been inspired without me. And he left...never came back. Just close. That's where it started and everything else...just spiraled from there.
The after isn't where the problem is though, the journey to the west, those fights. We've resolved that. I think. We've talked and decided to move past that.