It is so much. Saya is struggling with all this weight of memories, pain, trauma, and blame. He lets her tears fall.
"You've been through Hell, literally, and then some. You are feeling the full weight of memories you've never had to have before. Entire centuries of memories, seeping through the cracks. And it is the bad ones, the trauma memories, that stick to us the easiest. That embed themselves into our minds and cling to us. I don't know much about fate or destiny. I know about punishment. I don't think this is truly a punishment but it is traumatic for you."
Lucifer pauses to think for a moment. "The Heart Game, yes. I did watch with everyone else in the room. You could not have known that Wukong, even in that form, was the key to shattering MK's soul. And he recovered. I do not think you are going bad like Porty. He's a clone, a copy trying to find his way to self actualization. You are your own person. And you, for all your strength and speed and immortality, physically harm washes right off you. Mentally? Emotionally? You're heart is big, you yearn for love, to be loved, and to love others. It is part of who you are. Biology plays a role in it for you but it is also who you are as a person. Who you are now."
Lucifer swallows. "And right now, you are taking the toll of losing people you love, friends and partners, one of them without their memories of you and your love. You are incredible and anyone would hurt and break under all of this. It is okay to not be okay. And I will help you find your way through this. However long it might take. Whatever you might need. And that is something to focus on. What you need to help recover and heal."
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"You've been through Hell, literally, and then some. You are feeling the full weight of memories you've never had to have before. Entire centuries of memories, seeping through the cracks. And it is the bad ones, the trauma memories, that stick to us the easiest. That embed themselves into our minds and cling to us. I don't know much about fate or destiny. I know about punishment. I don't think this is truly a punishment but it is traumatic for you."
Lucifer pauses to think for a moment. "The Heart Game, yes. I did watch with everyone else in the room. You could not have known that Wukong, even in that form, was the key to shattering MK's soul. And he recovered. I do not think you are going bad like Porty. He's a clone, a copy trying to find his way to self actualization. You are your own person. And you, for all your strength and speed and immortality, physically harm washes right off you. Mentally? Emotionally? You're heart is big, you yearn for love, to be loved, and to love others. It is part of who you are. Biology plays a role in it for you but it is also who you are as a person. Who you are now."
Lucifer swallows. "And right now, you are taking the toll of losing people you love, friends and partners, one of them without their memories of you and your love. You are incredible and anyone would hurt and break under all of this. It is okay to not be okay. And I will help you find your way through this. However long it might take. Whatever you might need. And that is something to focus on. What you need to help recover and heal."