Oh. That thought is crushingly sad. He frowns and reaches out to gently lay a hand on hers.

"Intrusive thoughts are part of depression. And it sounds like, for a while now, you've been fighting it. And having those thoughts? ...They are more normal than you might think. Surprisingly. Most people have them. A clean slate? To forget everything else, forget the bad, I understand why that would be not comforting but perhaps alluring in these darker times."