I was heartbroken for him. MK's lost something fundamentally him for nearly everyone...except me. And I'm angry. Angry is an understatement. I wanted to go as soon as I heard and make Red Son pay...but MK needed me. He still does. And he needs me to not make things harder for him than they are.

But I'm not good at dealing with these kinds of issues, the ones he already had, or anyone's. I've been coasting by on the fact that we understand each other easily so this is a place he can feel secure.